A GIFT TO LOVE!!!

I Give To You
A fire to light inside your heart,
to feel the warm embers glow.
A piece of the sun’s warm rays,
to bask in it’s fiery show.

I Give To You
A piece of a rainbow to color your
world, when all seems totally gray.
Some roses for the sweet perfume,
to kiss your senses with its bouquet.

I Give To You
A sprinkling of some twinkling
stars, to wish upon at night.
The morning dew to kiss the day.
To bask in it’s delight.

I Give To You
A summer’s breeze to caress your
face, to show that someone cares.
The sweet song of the nightingale, to
remind you that they’re always there.

I Give To You
My lasting friendship, always true.
A gift of love to hold inside,
whenever you feel blue, or just
because you need a friend.
This friend, that will always
be there for you!

Zaalim sanaM

Zaalim thaa vo aur zulm kii aadat bhii bahut thii

majaboor thay hum us say muhabbat bhi bahut thi
Us Shaks ke sitam sah ke dikhaa hii diay ham nay
go apnii tabiyat mein bagaavat bhii bahot thii

Waaqif hiiiiii na tha ramz-e-muhabbat sy wo warna
dil kay liye thorii sii inaayat bhii bahut thii
Youn hi nahiin mashhoor-e-zamanaa mera qatil
Us shaKhs ko is fan mein maharat bhi bahut thii

Kya daur-e-Gazal tha ke lahu dil mein bahut tha
aur dil ko lahuu garaanay kii fursat bhii bahut thii
Har shaam sunaatay thay hasiinon ko Gazal ham
jab maal bahut tha to sakhaawat bhi bahut thii

Ais anjaamay muhabbat par pasheman bhi bahut hain
Kya kijiye kam_baKht ki shoharat bhii bahut thii

why me again god????

The pain of my heart breaking,

Is worse than the pain of being alone,
I must suffer this pain in silence,
As I lay here all on my own.
Love has smashed my being,
The hurt is becoming to strong,
My emotions are constantly freeing,
I fear very soon they'll be gone.
This heart of mine rejects me,
Its left nothing but an empty hole,
I used to think you set me free,
Now there's not much left in my soul.
If love was a disease it'd be fatal,
I stare into outer space,
I put all my cards on the table,
But you just threw them back in my face.
I can feel the pain over-taking,
I regret not being there enough,
I feel my heart quickly breaking,
As I say good-bye to my love.
Now the hurt is making me numb,
I'm in pain every time I see you,
As I stare up into the sun,
It blinds but I'm trying to see through.
I feel the anger rising,
What the hell have I done,
The pain seeps out from inside me,
Until the pain is all gone.

why me again god?

alonE..!!!

alone in this world

alone in boredom
alone in knowledge
alone in this state
alone with people
alone at work
alone right now
alone when i was born
and alone when i will die
alone walking through life
without any pride
how can you be satisfied
living your life like you do
when you know there is some one out there
who could really use a friend like you
no one will know how i live
no one will know who i am
no one will ever get to know me
because i am destined to spend my life alone
i am always alone.
it’s no fun to be alone
to do everything on your own
to live with no recognition
to share my pride with no one
wanting to have someone
to live my life with
but for now
i will continue alone
and all alone..............

ख्याल

मोहब्बत मुझे थी उसी से सनम!

यादों में उसकी यह दिल तड़पता रहा!
मौत भी मेरी चाहत को रोक न सकी!
कब्र में भी यह दिल धड़कता रहा!
 जीना चाहते हैं मगर ज़िन्दगी रास नहीं आती!
मरना चाहते हैं मगर मौत पास नहीं आती!
बहुत उदास हैं हम इस ज़िन्दगी से!
उनकी यादें भी तो तड़पाने से बाज़ नहीं आती!
जब कोई ख्याल दिल से टकराता है!
दिल न चाह कर भी, खामोश रह जाता है!
कोई सब कुछ कहकर, प्यार जताता है!
कोई कुछ न कहकर भी, सब बोल जाता है!
इश्क मुहब्बत तो सब करते हैं!
गम - ऐ - जुदाई से सब डरते हैं
हम तो न इश्क करते हैं न मुहब्बत!
हम तो बस आपकी एक मुस्कुराहट पाने के लिए तरसते हैं!
माना की तुम जीते हो ज़माने के लिये!
एक बार जी के तो देखो हमारे लिये!
दिल की क्या औकात आपके सामने!
हम तो जान भी दे देंगे आपको पाने के लिये!
यह सफ़र दोस्ती का कभी ख़त्म न होगा!
दोस्तों से प्यार कभी कम न होगा!
दूर रहकर भी जब रहेगी महक इसकी!
हमें कभी बिछड़ने का ग़म न होगा!
उदास नहीं होना, क्योंकि मैं साथ हूँ!
सामने न सही पर आस-पास हूँ!
पल्को को बंद कर जब भी दिल में देखोगे!

कभी मै कह नहीं पाया!!!

कोई दीवाना कहता है कोई पागल समझता है

मगर धरती की बेचैनी को बस बादल समझता है
मै तुझसे दूर कैसा हू तू मुझसे दूर कैसी है
ये मेरा दिल समझता है या तेरा दिल समझता है
मोहबत्त एक अहसासों की पावन सी कहानी है
कभी कबीरा दीवाना था कभी मीरा दीवानी है
यहाँ सब लोग कहते है मेरी आँखों में आसूं है
जो तू समझे तो मोती है जो ना समझे तो पानी है
मै जब भी तेज़ चलता हू नज़ारे छूट जाते है
कोई जब रूप गढ़ता हू तो सांचे टूट जाते है
मै रोता हू तो आकर लोग कन्धा थपथपाते है
मै हँसता हू तो अक्सर लोग मुझसे रूठ जाते है
समंदर पीर का अन्दर लेकिन रो नहीं सकता
ये आसूं प्यार का मोती इसको खो नहीं सकता
मेरी चाहत को दुल्हन तू बना लेना मगर सुन ले
जो मेरा हो नहीं पाया वो तेरा हो नहीं सकता
भ्रमर कोई कुम्दनी पर मचल बैठा तो हंगामा
हमारे दिल कोई ख्वाब पल बैठा तो हंगामा
अभी तक डूब कर सुनते थे सब किस्सा मोह्बत्त का
मै किस्से को हक्कीकत में बदल बैठा तो हंगामा
बहुत बिखरा बहुत टूटा थपेडे सह नहीं पाया
हवाओं के इशारों पर मगर मै बह नहीं पाया
अधूरा अनसुना ही रह गया ये प्यार का किस्सा
कभी तू सुन नहीं पाई कभी मै कह नहीं पाया!!!
बहुत मिला न मिला ज़िन्दगी से ग़म क्या है
मता-ए-दर्द बहम है तो बेश-ओ-कम क्या है


हम एक उम्र से वाक़िफ़ हैं अब न समझाओ
के लुत्फ़ क्या है मेरे मेहरबाँ सितम क्या है


करे न जग में अलाव तो शेर किस मक़सद
करे न शहर में जल-थल तो चश्म-ए-नम क्या है


अजल के हाथ कोई आ रहा है परवाना
न जाने आज की फ़ेहरिस्त में रक़म क्या है


सजाओ बज़्म ग़ज़ल गाओ जाम ताज़ा करो
बहुत सही ग़म-ए-गेती शराब कम क्या है


लिहाज़ में कोई कुछ दूर साथ चलता है
वरना दहर में अब ख़िज़्र का भरम क्या है!!!

"Unfaithful"


"Unfaithful"


Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company



She's more than a women

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to her I just can't be true



And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills her inside

To know that I am happy with some one other

I can see her dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer


I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As she reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the friends

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well


Cause I know that she knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills her inside

To know that I am happy with some one other

I can see her dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer


Our love, her trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to her head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

Uh

Anymore (anymore)


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

                                                 Rihana modified.

alonE!!!!!!

alone in this world
alone in boredom
alone in knowledge
alone in this state
alone with people
alone at work
alone right now
alone when i was born
and alone when i will die
alone walking through life
without any pride
how can you be satisfied
living your life like you do
when you know there is some one out there
who could really use a friend like you
no one will know how i live
no one will know who i am
no one will ever get to know me
because i am destined to spend my life alone
i am always alone.
it’s no fun to be alone
to do everything on your own
to live with no recognition
to share my pride with no one
wanting to have someone
to live my life with
but for now
i will continue alone
and all alone...

If i diE tonighT....

if i die tonight
how many people will be actually hurt?
how many people will ever cry for me?
how many people will ever want me back?

if i die tonight...
will all my friends gather at my place?
will all my relatives com to see me?
will my teachers get hurt?
will my admirers ever shed their tears?

if i die tonight...
will i be missed?
will i be thought about?
will it make anyone sad?
will it make any difference?

if i die tonight...
the sun will rise and set as it did
people might sympathise for a moment
then will get back to their work.

if i die tonight...
i don't think it would make much of a difference to anyone!
instead i would enter a new world
a new world where i can sleep forever
forever and ever upon my cloud number nine!!!!

adhurA!!!

Mera adhura jeevan, uski adhuri kahaani
meri adhuri kavita, mere adhurepan ki nishaani

adhkhuli aankho ke adhure sapne,
adhuri khwahishe adhuri chaahate
adhure se khel mere adhure bachpan ke,
adhure se safar pe ye adhuri jawaani

adhuri chhitij ko uljhaati adhuri dishaaye,
gujare haalat se uljhaa mera adhura kal
adhure sooraj sa Roshan mera adhura bhavishya,
adhure aaj mein dhoondhata ek adhuri muskaan

adhure rishto ki adhuri si khushiya,
adhure se log adhure se hum
maut ki mohabbat bhi hai adhuri,
zindagi se yehi ek shikaayat hai puraani

duniya mein kitne aise adhure jeevan,
har jeevan ki aisi kitni adhuri kahani
usme meri bhi ek adhuri kavita,
usme meri bhi ek adhuri kahaani

takdeeR

Mujse mat pooch ki kyun aankh jhuka li maine,
teri tasveer thi jo tujhse chupa li maine,
jis pe likha tha ki tu mere muqaddar mein nahi,
apne maathe ki woh tehreer mita li meine,
har janm sabko yahaan sachha pyaar kahaan milta hai,
teri chaahat mein to umr bita li meine,
mujhko jaane kahaan ehsaas mere le jaayein,
waqt ke haathon se ek nazm utha li meine,
ghere rehti hai mujhe ek anokhi khushbu,
teri yaadon se har ek saans saja li meine,
jiske sheron ko woh sunke bahut royi thi,
bas wohi ek ghazal sabse chupa li meine.....

.....kyu?

zindigi hei dille nadan hei,
kya safar hei kya saman hei,
mere ghum ko samuj kar deikhiye,
muskura deina bada asaan hei.

Muddatein ho gai un Tanhaiyo ko guzare,
fir ab bhi in aankho me vo Khamoshi kyo hai,
Tod dia yakeen Mohabbat par se jisne mera........
vo Shaks ab bhi pyar ke kabil kyo hai........
Chun-Chun kar jinki yaado ko apne jeevan se nikala maine,
vo ab bhi mere din aur raat me shamil kyo hai......
yaad na aai mujhe chahat jiski,
mere dil par ab bhi uski Hukumat kyo hai......
Khatm ho gaya Rishta......vo aaj bhi saans le raha hai,
Mere Vartmaan me vo ab bhi shamil kyu hai...........Kyu......?

A drop of tear....:(


A drop of tear
for each memory of you
Next morning
A wet pillow
Telling stories of how much I miss you.


A drop of tear
for every regret I have
All those napkins
in the waste paper basket
Screaming aloud secrets,
things I should have never done


A drop of tear
rolling down my cheek -
a silent witness to our love
I look at your photograph
and the tear kisses you!!!!!!!

आवाज़ों के घेरे


उड़ते हुए गगन में
परिन्दों का शोर
दर्रों में, घाटियों में
ज़मीन पर
हर ओर...


एक नन्हा-सा गीत
आओ
इस शोरोगुल में
हम-तुम बुनें,
और फेंक दें हवा में उसको
ताकि सब सुने,
और शान्त हों हृदय वे
जो उफनते हैं
और लोग सोचें
अपने मन में विचारें
ऐसे भी वातावरण में गीत बनते हैं।


आवाज़ों के घेरे / दुष्यन्त कुमार!!!

Life is full of making, choosing, correcting, getting fascinated with, getting upset with, rethinking choices. Close to heart are choices that makes adreline rush in us.. Adreline tht makes us feel proud of ourself.. Adreline tht shapes our identity.. Aderline tht we want to shape us and adrelinetht we hope would continue to give us subtle happiness. we count on those sources of happiness and they form basic part of our being.

And we follow them the most and want to be closest to them in worst times and when we wish.....

Unsolved mistry of attraction can not be attributed to single beauty concept or talks, but can also be related to chemistry tht happens a--z factors of life.... Every letter adds some meaning and attribute to our well being. It's not abt only creation xx [female] or xy [male] but infact adding other letters to individualities which shapes male or female. If more letters match their is more happiness...
Otherwise we tend to get tht letter from other loved near ones.
There is no wrong to it if accepted between hearts... as hearts guide and control every letter of US.....