कभी मै कह नहीं पाया!!!

कोई दीवाना कहता है कोई पागल समझता है

मगर धरती की बेचैनी को बस बादल समझता है
मै तुझसे दूर कैसा हू तू मुझसे दूर कैसी है
ये मेरा दिल समझता है या तेरा दिल समझता है
मोहबत्त एक अहसासों की पावन सी कहानी है
कभी कबीरा दीवाना था कभी मीरा दीवानी है
यहाँ सब लोग कहते है मेरी आँखों में आसूं है
जो तू समझे तो मोती है जो ना समझे तो पानी है
मै जब भी तेज़ चलता हू नज़ारे छूट जाते है
कोई जब रूप गढ़ता हू तो सांचे टूट जाते है
मै रोता हू तो आकर लोग कन्धा थपथपाते है
मै हँसता हू तो अक्सर लोग मुझसे रूठ जाते है
समंदर पीर का अन्दर लेकिन रो नहीं सकता
ये आसूं प्यार का मोती इसको खो नहीं सकता
मेरी चाहत को दुल्हन तू बना लेना मगर सुन ले
जो मेरा हो नहीं पाया वो तेरा हो नहीं सकता
भ्रमर कोई कुम्दनी पर मचल बैठा तो हंगामा
हमारे दिल कोई ख्वाब पल बैठा तो हंगामा
अभी तक डूब कर सुनते थे सब किस्सा मोह्बत्त का
मै किस्से को हक्कीकत में बदल बैठा तो हंगामा
बहुत बिखरा बहुत टूटा थपेडे सह नहीं पाया
हवाओं के इशारों पर मगर मै बह नहीं पाया
अधूरा अनसुना ही रह गया ये प्यार का किस्सा
कभी तू सुन नहीं पाई कभी मै कह नहीं पाया!!!

बहुत मिला न मिला ज़िन्दगी से ग़म क्या है
मता-ए-दर्द बहम है तो बेश-ओ-कम क्या है


हम एक उम्र से वाक़िफ़ हैं अब न समझाओ
के लुत्फ़ क्या है मेरे मेहरबाँ सितम क्या है


करे न जग में अलाव तो शेर किस मक़सद
करे न शहर में जल-थल तो चश्म-ए-नम क्या है


अजल के हाथ कोई आ रहा है परवाना
न जाने आज की फ़ेहरिस्त में रक़म क्या है


सजाओ बज़्म ग़ज़ल गाओ जाम ताज़ा करो
बहुत सही ग़म-ए-गेती शराब कम क्या है


लिहाज़ में कोई कुछ दूर साथ चलता है
वरना दहर में अब ख़िज़्र का भरम क्या है!!!

"Unfaithful"

"Unfaithful"


Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company



She's more than a women

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to her I just can't be true



And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills her inside

To know that I am happy with some one other

I can see her dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer


I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As she reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the friends

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well


Cause I know that she knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills her inside

To know that I am happy with some one other

I can see her dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer


Our love, her trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to her head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

Uh

Anymore (anymore)


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see her die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt her anymore

I don't wanna take away her life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

                                                 Rihana modified.

alonE!!!!!!

alone in this world

alone in boredom

alone in knowledge

alone in this state

alone with people

alone at work

alone right now

alone when i was born

and alone when i will die

alone walking through life

without any pride

how can you be satisfied

living your life like you do

when you know there is some one out there

who could really use a friend like you

no one will know how i live

no one will know who i am

no one will ever get to know me

because i am destined to spend my life alone

i am always alone.

it’s no fun to be alone

to do everything on your own

to live with no recognition

to share my pride with no one

wanting to have someone

to live my life with

but for now

i will continue alone

and all alone...

If i diE tonighT....

if i die tonight
how many people will be actually hurt?
how many people will ever cry for me?
how many people will ever want me back?

if i die tonight...
will all my friends gather at my place?
will all my relatives com to see me?
will my teachers get hurt?
will my admirers ever shed their tears?

if i die tonight...
will i be missed?
will i be thought about?
will it make anyone sad?
will it make any difference?

if i die tonight...
the sun will rise and set as it did
people might sympathise for a moment
then will get back to their work.

if i die tonight...
i don't think it would make much of a difference to anyone!
instead i would enter a new world
a new world where i can sleep forever
forever and ever upon my cloud number nine!!!!

adhurA!!!

Mera adhura jeevan, uski adhuri kahaani
meri adhuri kavita, mere adhurepan ki nishaani

adhkhuli aankho ke adhure sapne,
adhuri khwahishe adhuri chaahate
adhure se khel mere adhure bachpan ke,
adhure se safar pe ye adhuri jawaani

adhuri chhitij ko uljhaati adhuri dishaaye,
gujare haalat se uljhaa mera adhura kal
adhure sooraj sa Roshan mera adhura bhavishya,
adhure aaj mein dhoondhata ek adhuri muskaan

adhure rishto ki adhuri si khushiya,
adhure se log adhure se hum
maut ki mohabbat bhi hai adhuri,
zindagi se yehi ek shikaayat hai puraani

duniya mein kitne aise adhure jeevan,
har jeevan ki aisi kitni adhuri kahani
usme meri bhi ek adhuri kavita,
usme meri bhi ek adhuri kahaani